Just trying to catch up...

My other blog was deleted so I'm putting some old blogs on here.....

- I just always put Him first

It's all just going to come out in no specific order but I need to vent!

I really love that people look at me and see a strong girl that is dedicated to each thing she commits to doing, I love that. What I don't like is that they put themselves down thinking they can't do what I do, I wish they could see if it's in their heart and desires they can. Yes life is hard & very diffrent for each of us, I know that. I also know that I dong have it as easy as it seems! My life isn't easy at all, but I make the best out of it. I have my own struggles that sometimes may not be huge but they are barely enough for me to carry. Yet I put a smile on my face and try to think positive cause I know I'll make it. It's all just phases of life. I have my rocky days when I think I should just give up but something always reminds me that I can't, usually that's my bestfriend! If I can't give up neither can you, we may be in diffrent situations but we both have the same rock to hold onto and that's God, the man who came and suffered just like we are suffering in fact more than us, cause Im not sure I'd be crucified for others sins. Remid yourself that you are strong cause He gave you that strength and He puts people in our life to remind us of that. & when your too weak just let Him hold you up!
I'm telling you, I'm not any more special than you, I just trust in Him first, and you should too

-Itzel(:




Lessons learned....
It's been a while since I wrote one of these!
Ive been meaning to write one for so long, but just don't know exactly what to say since I've learned so much during these past weeks.
I guess I'll just say what that is;;
Family will always be there, when they don't show how proud they are is because nothing can express the amount of joy they have. I'm glad that I have seen how proud my dad is. I know for sure now that all my work and tears have paid off!
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It doesn't matter how much you show a person that you would do anything for them, they end up listening to everyone else.
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You can't force your heart to love someone no matter how much you believe that person deserves your love.
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What people tell you that your future holds or what they think you should choose for your future will not make you happy, even if you think it will.
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It doesn't matter what or how much you want the best for your most loved people, they prefer to get hurt. You just have to learn to accept it and be there to soothe the pain when you can. That is when you will show how much you love and care for them, even of they don't appreciate it because the are blinded fools.
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The people you least expect it WILL either lie to you or hide things from you. & it hurts even more than what you think, and even more when they think you don't know whatthey are doing.
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You have to learn to be happy for yourself, even if sometimes the path gets rough because even if you don't know where you stand or how you stand, you do know where you intention of going is and that one day you will make it.
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Happiness may lie in the life of others but doesn't mean it doesnt exist without them.!
What you lose with someone else CAN be gained back., you just have to want it!
God gave His life on the cross for you to have eternal salvation, so anything you do can be forgiven!

That's it for now, everyday I learn something new and right now I just named a few things;;
Comment(:

-Itzel(:

The diffrence between you & me!

Let me tell you why I'm not like the rest.

The diffrence between you and me....

I put my family first, no matter what if I dont have their trust or their not happy then I might as well be a nobody.

You make choices without knowing that your family carries out the consequences. You hurt their feelings and their image,

Honestly they are my main priority and they become last on your list. You chose a stranger over them.

I cherish myself, I respect myself and make myself be respected through out our society. I have a God who died for my life and therefore I care for it and since He lives in me, I respect my body and soul.

You, chose to fit in. Instead of holding onto your value, you let everyone step over it.

Yeah, my God is also yours. You just havent chosen to respect yourself for His sake.

I would do aything for you to trust me. The last thing I would do is let you down.

You decide to lie and turn your back on the people who give you that trust.

Stop lying to yourself, your not trustworthy.You cant even trust your own mind.

I set my mind on something and I get there. I'm not wasting my time,because life is too short.

You, change your mind more then a newborn is changed of diapers. Get a grasp at life cause before you know its too late.

I live for the happiness of others, If I could help everyone in troubles I would.

You chose your happiness even if it only lasts for a drunken night.

Im here to make an impact and chance lives while you sit around waiting for someone to change yours...

There are millions of diffrences in me and you,so dont dare to say we are the same.

If you were to be like me,you wouldnt regrett your past or doubt your future,

However, just like we are diffrent, we are also the same. I just havent sat down and thought about those yet.

-Itzel(: